so tonight on the phone with mark i heard something that although it was on a bad subject made me feel really good. We were talking about these fact that tomorrow we have only 2 weeks till we're back together and i joked about how much it would suck if something happened and we ended with like 5 days left... i joked how it would be a real bummer to be stuck in this province after telling everyone i was leaving. we had a little chuckle and then it was quiet... and i asked mark (as i always do when he gets quiet) ..whatcha thinking... and he said how he couldn't even imagine if that happened, he couldn't imagine it not being us (which is what i was thinking) how willing we are to plan so much of the future around each other. I've never felt this.. it's.... some kind of wonderful.


felt: loved, safe, excited, anxious, stressed